The man I married today....is AMAZING.
He is....
a repentant man
a broken man
an upright man
a courageous man
a humble man
a loving man
a selfless man
A GODLY MAN....continually dying to self.......God has taken him on a journey, and it's a GOOD READ!
Check him out: http://dying2self.blogspot.com/
If you read my story from the beginning you can see how I have finally received the answers to my prayers. Thank you for sticking through this with me!
You are welcome to ask me any questions you may have; I have a desire to help you, in any way I can.
6 comments:
You are my hero - seriously. Thank you for sharing, and blessing others with your story of "HOPE AND RESTORATION"!!! I've already sent the link to your blog to a few ladies who desperately need to read it!
AWWWWWW there has to be MORE that you can write about it!
p.s. Jauteanna has been reading your testimony for about a week now and she says "WOW". She is enjoying reading it.
Jazette, what more do you want? If you give me a question or topic I can do my best to share and explain what I did or how it happened! I would be happy to do it!
I've finally made it all the way through your story... and what a story it is! Honestly there were parts that were just very painful (and so sad♥) to get through, but the end was worth it. Praise the Lord for your wonderful healing. He is good!
You were so strong. I mean God really Carried u. I would love to know the Story from Josh' side. I mean you were man enough to stay in covenant, stong, committed to
Him yr family,
Amazing story!!!! As I read your story, I could relate to a lot of what you are going through. I have been separated from my husband for two months, after learning he is having a child with another woman. I was devastated, but told him I would stay in our marriage, and then I found out he had been lying to me about other things, he was in a relationship with a woman who broke it off with him earlier this year and do many other lies. My husband has know about the pregnancy for months now and had been keeping it a secret. A couple days after I asked him to leave, I told him that I did want to work on our marriage and he informed me he didn't. He wanted to be a single man and he didn't care about marriage or being a husband. He said he was not in a relationship with the the ow who is carrying his child, and that he had no intentions of being with her, but I don't believe him. We have four children and they don't know what's going on. I wanted to give up and file for divorce but I know God hates divorce. It's do hard for me and my children right now. My husband will often take us out to eat, to his families home and spend weekends, but he won't come home to stay. I believe God wants me to hold on, but I'm over it! As I read the parts in your story where your husband would often ask you to do things for him, that's what my husband does. He will only call when he wants or needs something from me. I'm so heartbroken, I have days I want to follow him to see where he goes at night, but I know that will only bring more heartache for me. The OW wants him to be with her and their child (that sounds o weird), and so unreal. I am filled with anger some days, usually around my cycle, I have thoughts of my husband with the OW, and how happy he may be. While me and our children are suffering. I wear my wedding ring everyday, I professs my Stand , but it still hurts so bad. There are other men who want me, who seek me, but I don't want them, at times I think why not? I deserve to b happy too, but then I think about how God would be disappointed in me. My husband told me to move on, that he doesn't care if I get with someone and I was so hurt by that. Not only was I being rejected by my spouse, but he doesn't care if I move on..? How can I fight against that? He doesn't want me, this marriage, this life, but he is willing to start another life with another woman and child. Oh the betrayal, I'm so tired of crying. When I want to Give Up, I can't , I don't. I pray, fast, read my word, browse the Internet for restoration stories, marriage ministries for encouragement. I pray and ask God to get me through one more day, I pray that I grow stronger each day. I often don't feel strong, I feel like I'm dying inside, but how can I feel like that when I have God on my side. I keep saying if I continue to hold on a little longer God will show out and revive the glory for the restoration of my marriage and my husbands salvation, but even that send unreal. My husband was raised a JW, and he's not even practicing it. Can he be transformed into having a relationship with and accepting Christ? I'm so mad some days, I don't even want to pray for him. How could he continue to hurt his family like this? To tell his wife we are not together right now, huh!??? We're married, not dating. He's so lost and confused!!!!!! Father save him, I am no where near perfect but I guess to my husband I acted like I was. How do you throw 12 years of marriage away?? He won't forgive me for putting him out the house and yes I was torn about my decision and I repented for that and many many other things I've done to contribute to the problems in our marriage. Why am I bring punished while he's out enjoying his pleasures???? I don't understand!
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